I Failed

Whenever I feel depressed, 

I started writing.

When I feel stressed 

I started reading, 

When anxiety started ruling upon me, 

I stood on the top, 

Inhaled the cool air ...

And again started reading...

When I was under 

Trauma attack, 

I sat silently ...

And started reading.

When I realised myself 

As an orphan, 

I started drawing something new...

and then again started reading 

When I feel low, 

I started reading...

Every time I was able to control my emotions, 

with the help of my books 

But when I missed someone badly, 

I felt helpless, hopeless, 

Only the tears rolled out 

on my cheek ..., 

I tried to control it, 

But every time.....

I failed......