I Don't Know How To Sum It Up

I don't know how to sum it up, and I clearly I have no idea how to begin it either,

But there is something about her, which draws me towards her,

Not inordinately so, like a glimpse of her,

I don't dwell on that romantic,

I am mentioning her presence,

The very way she smiles,

And which blows my mind,

In a way that makes me smile,

I am not sure, that is some forever gig, However I don't care, What it would be in the future.

I am just happy now, Looking at her,

And replying in a smiling way,

Which is not common for me you see,

I mostly have a grin or a long face,

Somewhere I came close,

And I don't know how to go back,

I have a tendency to ruin things,

And moments I have,

A clear idea how it feels, To be betrayed.

And if I came close to you,

Because I know, Somewhere you feel my pain,

And not going to dismiss it, as others did.

Other than that I love,your smell,

Its like home,

And I don't want to be away from you,

As much as I can.

Nothing will be over,

As long as there is you and me.

Unfaithfully

Yours

Tapas.