How I Wished...

How I wished for the impossible... 

With the mind clutched by the myths of 'forever'... 

How I wished for everyone to stay... 

How I wished for nothing to change... 

When I knew nothing would stay the same. 

How I wished for unconditional happiness... 

When my-self was fearful of the looming darkness. 

How I wished not to stay silent... 

When my words were silence itself. 

How I assumed to be fine alone... 

When my soul itself was gripped by loneliness. 

How I wish for each word I wrote.. 

I should have said a word. 

How I wish for each verse I versified.. 

I should have expressed myself.