When anxiety kills me?

Do you know?

How anxiety kills?

Enter my room when nobody is around.

I will show you the keen methods 

It uses to kill.

It will hold your throat.

When your words are likely to come out.

If you spit the word,

It will make you die of regret.

Regret for what you said.

So I frequently rank my

interrogative sentences,

What I said yesterday?

What I am gonna say tomorrow?

What I am saying today?

Sometimes I feel like

I really don't have anything to say.

But someone felt

I really had something to say.

That someone always tells me,

"Searching in the search engine

to quote our emotions

wasn't the right way of expression"

Slap that someone , if you had them too.

Because I didn't really hide anything.

I'm just pretending.

The quotes I share

written with my pen 

and by my hand.

As said before,

anxiety kills me when I speak

and not when I write.