Hopeless

Into the vast ocean of thought I am disappearing

Knowing to nothing as my life seem spinning

The merry go round so fast life has no meaning

Speaking of things that seem worth sinning

 

Focus flood light I am centered stage puppet

Dancing to the wicked man plot; dancing bucket

I can see things beyond your wildness explanation

Kill everyone who hurt me is my funny deliberations

 

Now that I am here mesmerized in my own being

Dancing around in cyclones and whirlwind seeing

Into Alice’s world I am just droplets sinking

Help! Help! Help! I shout everyone amusedly seeing

 

Hope seems like thin that hair

People around really don’t care

Lucky are their karma I don’t have gun

Shooting their brains out would rather more Fun

 

Whom I trusted have drifted away

The one’s I loved are happier today

Only emotion people had around me was to cry

Waiting for the day, I see myself die