Help Me. Remind Me Why I'm Here
Help Me. Remind Me Why I'm Here
This is my song of melancholy.
It cannot be poetic or
Beautiful because
My words are tired of
Singing about all the mellow feelings
I had to offer.
This is about the darkness,
Shapeless and unending;
Slowly taking over my being.
And so, I declare it's a battle.
My mind,
The battleground.
But don't worry. I am
Fighting.
I am fighting for,
The rare warm rays of the sun that would fall on my
The naked body on a cold winter day;
The gentle breeze that would caress my hair and keep me close to its bosom;
The fire which makes me capable to be kinder;
And the barren ground that lets my passions
Run azure every day.
But sometimes I,
Blunt my own sword and
Hammer my own shield;
Thinking what it would be like to
Free me from the weight of
All emotions;
To not be in this constant fight between
The calm and the chaos;
To be unaware of which side I was truly fighting for.
They say that a human body is made
Of stardust.
Is this even the battlefield?
Or
Is this the black hole?