Golden Boy

I feel so helpless,

Because I have something to confess.

My chest feels so heavy,

Seeing you is killing me slowly.

But you do not even think twice about me,

So, how do you stop loving somebody?

I tried to forget you,

But I could not get through.

You have a deep impact on me,

That makes it incredibly hard to breathe.

In my heart, you built a modest dwelling,

Causing you to be extremely overwhelming.

You tell me you love me,

Then you stare straight ahead without mockery,

I scream but you pretend to not hear it,

You are such a hypocrite.

You confuse my already wounded soul,

And end up ripping it apart even more.

I don't know how long I can take this,

Or how to survive after all these painful hits.

When will you hold me close again?

Just keep me in your arms and wait.

Wait till our hearts finally agree,

Honey, you belong with me.