Drown

I am drifting

So everything is blue

The ocean is never ending

And in my thoughts, so are you

I dived in the deep end

With no water wings

I always thought you'd come

When I finally drowned

But I've been wrong before

So here I am,

With no grip on reality

Slipping away to an abyss

I need you to help me

Remind me why I am here

That the space that I take

Doesn't just amount to waste

I want to tell you that

I've been pulling at my strings

Trying to reach you

Through the shields that won't budge

But my voice is an echo

Ricocheting through my bain

It won't reach you

And I won't shout

So I am writing it here

On the wings of air

Hoping that it finds you

In the best of health