DETENTION

Your black dusky hair

That whispers over your ears,

The gentle pink lips

That don’t love to throw any hints of desire

The fair cheeks of yours

That don’t prefer to intimate with my flavor,

Made me fall in love with you forever. 

The feelings

That’s layered over my heart with happiness,

The immense respect for you

That always cares for your shyness,

The blood under my average skin

That always keeps warming and bring patience,

Is now wants to make someone else his princess.

Every time I want you to accept

The longing that my heart creates always,

Now it is getting worse

My love now can’t find a way to you, it’s becoming savage.

It has constantly been one-sided and one way

I’ve already waited a long for your one say

But, no wave of emotions made me stop in the pathway.

You know, nothing you can understand

It seems you’re making me your moody soul,

The way you treat me

Is like I’m just a love toy to you and your goal.

When I promise to you ‘forever yours’ prayer

You don’t commit anything back to me ever

The distance you’re creating is going to get glued never.

I’m also a man, made of blood and greed

I also want to taste the love in return,

This dark dream capture me as well

But I can’t understand your love pattern.

I draw you, I rewind your sayings

All I find is, you want me to kill my feelings

Want me to move on with other gigs.

The most disgusting thing you tell me always

“I don’t deserve you” and “not my type”, 

Makes me irritated and annoyed

Inspires me to wait for the happening of your first sight.

You can use me, your mood can make me smile

But you don’t know about my ongoing life

The dark secret that I’m holding within my vibes.

This poem is just another step to forgetting you

To remove you from my entire heart

To set you a free bird

To give you the wings to fly and see others’ blood.

The more I remember you

The more it’ll be easy to forget you

And slowly, you’ll out of my soul that once loved you.

I want to give chance to somebody else

But I’m afraid of falling in love with others

If her memories gather me further

If I hurt my present for my past lover.

The real thing that I want to lock in secrecy is you

It is the thoughts about you that never appraised by you

It is the dream about you that breaks me and you.