Crystal! Naila Hina

All that anger and frustration was because of not 

knowing the reason behind his misbehavior 

and now that the cause of confusion is cleared a 

cold calmness is upon me. He has been a stealthy 

weapon throughout along with his soldiers, and not 

a lover. While I contemplated with my love and anger 

on his ill actions, mischievous and stinginess. I trusted 

him so much that despite seeing him with other girls

I never felt jealous as I'm not at all jealous in nature.

I am too confident for that. But it was my stupidity and

suppleness to unseen and ignore all his criminal deeds!

All this time my mind tried to simplify the complexity of his misbehavior. Although there wasn't any complexity to it.. It was simple to plain eyes to read his motives as everyone else knew his intentions and 

that he was just fooling around me. But I always gave him benefit of doubt, I am too lenient with people always try to smooth out rough ends of situations and try to beautify my surroundings with peace and love. 

To comfort others while taking pain myself and that's what I did. I tried to squeeze him out of his secrets but he never let it out. Instead he conspired more and more and enjoyed the game. But now I have decided to end the game. No matter how many lives he touched for the better mine was destroyed but I love experiment