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I do a million things differently since you left, but I miss you.
It is not the feeling when I’m around people but when I’m alone when I can hear my thoughts and that’s when the nostalgia really hits me.
I think of you, not always in a sense worth remembering but I do.
I feel played but I also know that the feelings were real. I know I wasn’t far off base but I know you.
I was played somewhere down the line. I should’ve known more, but I might’ve been too young to know or too inexperienced or naive.
I am thankful for it happened, but it needn’t have.
Still I am thankful.
Now, I’m the change.
I don’t know why, I have tried trust me, to put a finger on it but I have come up empty. Maybe because it was you rather than anyone else or maybe I am just being prudent or just a realist.
I have changed in layers after I left you but I still miss you.
I want you to know what you’ve lost and who I have become now.
I want you to feel the pain in your gut to see me bloom.
I want you to want to get to know me.
I want to know who you’ve become and been.
When does that stop happening, or should I say, when did it start?
I learnt to be the change for a change.