Again

Here I go again 

dripping 

sinking 

falling 

I've hugged another rock again 

500 miles per second/ I ran to save my breath 

pain whistled/strands of hair built chains around my neck, as 

the wind robbed breath off my lungs 

my eyes so far pressured back 

& there,

my emotions fell prey to breakup

with unfulfilled dreams, 

my heart was murdered 

         while 

eyes kissed the temperature of love above 150°C

maybe love is a volcano 

"love is a trap/ trap that taught me how to swallow needles horizontally"

ma'am cried 

blood from my eyes ran into the red sea 

flesh peeled into abyss 

Angelic wings emerged 

with broken feathers, burns started to purged 

wounds stitched 

blood & pain reside

the wind curdled me

floating 

gliding 

flying

I laid on the flames of fire

& wondered when the hands of sleep 

will be enough to swallow up my tears

& suck off the pillow all my fears 

I sleep with opened eyes 

as vehicles whistling behind me like hearse  

I walk in the heart of broad street 

 

this is the life I lived after she left