A Loss

I wish I could have held your heart,

Cradle it gently in my hands,

But my arms just are not strong enough,

To hold what I don't understand,

My eyes have seen a lot of things,

And I thought I would see them all,

But the way you smile ignites my own,

Makes me think there's so much more,

These walls around this heart of mine,

Have stood collecting the dust,

But it's as though you have found the gate,

That leads to the things which cannot be believed,

I've never really liked my name,

But on your lips, it sounds so sweet,

And your voice is my favourite song,

That's forever on repeat,

But even though I feel all this,

I can never let you see,

There is a special kind of feeling when I think about you,

Its pleasure to remember all the happy times we've had,

There's a place somewhere within my heart that only you can own,

But now you cannot see me anymore

Nor can I,

Because your heart deserves a whole lot more,

Than a broken girl like me,

Who misses you every day,

But the game was in god's favour,

He played his tale,

And he took my Dad away from me.