A dive into the neverworld

It's a sleep I can't wake from, ,every second pass 

It's like I'm going down, deep down

The reverence between my body and death is an awe , I'm traumatised though I can't feel my body, my soul..

Where am I going,

I'm in midair why am I drowning

I would stop, reach my arm, hoping to reach a greater height just to be saved

Unconscious.. I was to be, before agreeing on a sacred oath, come what forth everything which was yet to happen, I was ready to face the ironic peculiar moment, I had a premonition of imminent disaster.

"Where am I?.. I can't see, this light; why is.. Is it shining on me, why am I all alone.

Why am I falling, is everyone going through the same phase, I can't move, I can hardly breathe, you got it all entangled, what's happening.. Hey I..I know I'm a sinner but?

Hey.."

Fear swallowed my pride. My life is swollen, I wish to end the worry.

I swing my hands to reach faith, I'm in despair 

With this remorse my breath will cease to feel death as my guide to earth, I gazed before my emotions could commit suicide, inhaled my last breath and I was so not ready for the new ride.