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M.P. Theja Virajini

Drama Tragedy Inspirational

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M.P. Theja Virajini

Drama Tragedy Inspirational

Cigarette addiction is suicide.

Cigarette addiction is suicide.

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When I feel lonely, I am always addicted to stepping into my past life. Every day when I think about such things the great pain suddenly grasps my mind and disappears like a dream even time heals all wounds. You may think that I am trying to tell you about my love story. But your assumption is not right at all, but it is not wrong also. Because this is also a different kind of love story, about the person who I head over heels in love. I am going to tell you about the most beautiful chapter in my life story. But it is not beautiful as a fairy tale. But it's about a god who decorated my life and who left me forever. 


My mother had to leave this world on the day I was born, so the recognition I received from this world was not as loving as the other children. Surprisingly, when they insult me using words like ‘sinful’, ‘miserable’ and ‘loser’, they may never have thought about the feelings of a 4 years old child. But there is a more powerful thing than all of that gave me the strength to live. That power was a great help to me to learn to straighten my heart in the midst of so many insults. Nothing else, that is my father’s love. It was that beautiful soul who taught me to endure everything with a laugh without insulting with even a word. 


After losing my mom, my father took care of me as he could. Although, he did not dream much about his life and future, yet he was eager to teach me and create a beautiful future for me. He has worked twice as hard as ever to invest money for me and, also put all his needs aside and spent money to teach me without any greed. Like a god in a fairy tale who came by chance to the ugliest chapter of my life, my father was the best guide in moving my life forward. He never had the slightest chance of feeling the loss of my mom. He became both my mom and dad. Father had an amazingly beautiful heart. He healed my mind like a soothing meditation when it hurts. As well as the innocent heart that can give up and laugh at even what is lost, if only my father knew that I still look forward to seeing the smile of his that bears the unbearable burden of life alone. 


Although I wanted to be a very talented and outstanding person, with the social background I got; I lived like a very scared, weak kid. I remember very well how my father made up my mind every day when I came home crying with one heartache and came closer and rubbed my head. I was a little hero, the little prince in his world, a sinner or miserable person of others.


Time passed faster than the speed of electricity, without anyone noticing. Although I had the opportunity to pass the exam and study at a university, I wanted to get a job and take care of my father. But my father and teachers forced me to enter the university. So I entered the university and studied hard. I had the opportunity to pursue my higher education at one of America’s leading universities, at that moment I realized that my father’s dream had come true. That was the happiest day for my father and me. But that happiness did not last long. no matter how good he was, one of his bad habits turned our lives around in a moment.


Suddenly, he said he had chest pain and fainted!

Although I have not told you before, he has been addicted to cigarettes for a long time. No matter how hard he tried, he could not break the habit. He may be have done so because of his unbearable loneliness. But now, that alone has spoiled his life this time. I rushed him to a hospital, but he was dying a long time ago. According to the doctor, he has been suffered from severe lung cancer for a long time. As soon as I heard it suddenly I got goosebumps. But he concealed it from me!

In the blink of an eye, his condition worsened. One day I was talking to my father a lot. I said a lot of things but he was quietly listening to me smiling as if nothing had happened. But he couldn't conceal from me that he regretted.


‘Don’t worry honey, remember one thing; there must be some reason why nature chooses us. We all want it for something. Because life is always more than you think. And it never ends with death. I will always be with you as yesterday, today and also tomorrow. But promise me; don't addict cigarettes, my son, don't do the same fault that your father did’ Before I left that day, he rubbed my head and said so, lovingly and emotionally. But I never thought those were his last words.


At the beginning of my story, I said that this is also a kind of love story. If love is a bond of the heart I don’t think I am wrong. When the time I dreamed of living my life happily, the time I had happily spent was secretly lost. One important thing that I realized from this is, always we should live happily such as the last few minutes of spending with the people we love. And also, Isn’t the greatest wealth is health than everything in this world? If he wasn't addict to cigarettes, my father would still be alive, wouldn’t he?


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