I Need To Know

The dimpled smile

Which always filled my heart

With emotions

Disturbs me most

I need to know

That all the warm touches

Are not the sign of eternity

But sympathy instead

The one sitting in the stars

Knows everything

Except how much

I am losing myself every day

So what if I love darkness

There is nothing to love in light

I want to heal certain memories

Which stings in my heart daily

The person behind those memories

Does no longer exist

I need to know this

The relation which

Looked so passionate

Was only one sided lust

I need to know this

Yes, I need time to heal

Not the lifetime

But few more breathes

I need to handle myself

To come out of the darkness

On my own paralyzed legs

I need to know

The beauty of the world

I need to know something more