Stuck In Rut

..And I thought with your moving out of my life,

 I could erase the past like wiping the chalk off the blackboard

.And start writing a new chapter with coloured tones,

But no new character has appeared on the scene

...And my mind cannot conjure any new images,

So I'm struggling with leaving it all behind

...Fast forwarding the spool,

That refuses to move

...I could have had it all,

If only stopped appearing in my thoughts

...But you have this uncanny habit of always

Dominating and torpedoing my peace of mind

...And some say this old coot deserves her

Plights, clinging into past left behind