Even Willingly I Can't Hate You
Even Willingly I Can't Hate You
Darling
I care for you
All the way
At all the times
I am not as expressive
As perhaps you would have wished to
I am not a charmer
As perhaps a Hero in the film
But I tell you darling
Let you not be inflicted with any pain
If life warrants it so, be it with me
Many do speak
That wife is a pain
But let me tell you darling
That if it is a pain
This pain I would want
As much as I feel everyone wants
As it is lovely and sweet
With all the challenges it has
Life appears so beautiful
In your company dear
For in this I see the differences melts
Egos don’t get nourished
loss or gain of either
meets the same treatment.
Sometimes
When I am alone
In the evenings
Dear, my heart beats
Eagerly waiting for your arrival
For without you, the house
Appears empty,
While I love loneliness
The emptiness you cause
Not being there
Gives my heart a heavy throb.
When I come back from office
I see your seeking eyes
I long for it
Time and again I wish
That each day I at least
Have one such sight
Even if no work is there
I don’t mind
Going out for a while
And coming back
To seek that sight
I don’t know
The way you
Used to bend
For the kiss on your forehead
Which I used to give
Each day when I left to office
Was a motivator
Or my hands slowly
Drawing through the cheek
And the Jaw
And taking it to my lips
To give a reverence kiss
Was the one
But whenever I missed
I felt miserable
And it looked like
I have lost something
The little vermilion
Which you put on my head
Each day religiously
Gives me all the courage
To face all the obstacles
Never in my life
I had to fear for anything
For I felt as though
Almighty was by my side
Throughout the day
Yes dear I get angered
Sometimes and sometimes you
For no reason
But I have lived with it
To understand it is momentary
And a few hours later
The smile which we exchange
And the hug which I get
Makes me much closer
Each time when it happens
Now I have come
To a stage dear
Where in even If
Due to any reason
I wish to hate you
I cannot
For I have loved
You so much that
Even willingly I cannot Hate you.