you are in safe hands

 

Prologue 

"Mom!! Mom!!'' cried the seven-year-old Hana as her mother lay on the ground covered in blood. As they were leaving the mall, someone fired a gun and aimed at his mother.

At the hospital, his father came with a look of fear on his face. His father looked down on him. Hana couldn't do anything but cry and bow down with fear. Her mind stopped thinking when she saw the Doctor treating her mother and she quickly ran towards the doctor.

"Doctor, is my mom safe?" she asked as tears flowed from her eyes.

"Doctor, I am the patient's wife, how is she doing?" asked his father with apprehension. "I'm sorry Mr We are doing everything we can.  but your wife was hit by a bullet in the most dangerous part of the body" the doctor answered and patted his father's shoulder then he left. Hana cried more and more at this time; she was crying out because of the tightness of her chest that was about to burst. While her father was punched against the wall and cried.

"It's all your fault, Hana, if you hadn't insisted on buying the things you wanted, your mother wouldn't be gone today, until now she would still be with us" her father yelled at her when they got home at home and when she still didn't stop crying.

 

Chapter 1

"Hey!! Hana wake-up, wake up, do you have a bad dream? Yoshiko asked her seatmate warily. ''you're crying while you sleep" she added and Hana didn't answer her she just stares at her and wipe her wet face.

"ohh... the little girl crying, you need some Haruhi? hahaha" mike bullied her again

"Could you please stop and don't start stupidity things Haruhi" Yoshiko stop him.

"I'm just asking her you're so sensitive" mike answered. Their teacher is about to come in and start to discuss the lesson. But he notices Hana's face as if there is something strange about it. Hana, did something happen to you? it asked with stupefaction. "She had a dreamed huh sir, he took a nap for a while" Yoshiko replied to their teacher. ''Is that so, just tell me if your classmates bully you again. 

"y-yes sir" Hana's said, "What's wrong with you if these people bully me, that's my world, so there's nothing you can do about it. My father considers me a sinner."

It's recess time and Hana is eating alone when Yoshiko approaches her and sits next to her. ""Let's eat together" she said with a smile. Hana just kept quiet and focused on the food. It's been two months since school started, but I feel like you don't want me to be your friend. she was about to finish eating but her still didn't say a word. she stood up and returned her tray then left the cafeteria. it was followed by a look at its companion earlier. "What was the problem with that even leaving without saying goodbye?" Yoshiko asked in her mind and continue eating her snacks. 

            Hana spent time on the rooftop of their school, she loved that place, the only thing she could hear was the wind blowing and she could see the students below. when she saw the two students hugging, the memory of her mother came back to her mind the times when she hugged her mother. 

"Mom look at the butterfly it's so beautiful" she said while chasing it. her mother smiled at her and said "watch your steps you might trip" she said worryingly. and her mother tongue didn't make a mistake, she tripped "ouch" was the only thing she said and stood up her mother ran to where she was "didn't I tell you to go slowly there you fell" "I'm fine my wound is far from the intestine" even though she was worried her mother just laughed and said "that's it My brave daughter" and hugged her tightly and kissed her on the forehead.

she stopped thinking when the bill rang to start class after recess time. She just sighed "I miss you mom" she whispered in the air sadly.

"Hey, before I forget, I'm inviting you to my birthday tomorrow in the afternoon, we'll get ready together and go to our house," Yoshiko said as she sat down in her chair.

Wasn't it affected by what I did to her when she walked out, the courage of your fighting spirit girl? but why did she invite me to her birthday?

 "I don't know if I can go to your birthday" she answered flatly but didn't look at the person she was talking to. she didn't see Yoshiko's expression as if she saw hope in her answer. "If you're afraid that your parents won't let you, I'll tell them that I'll take you with me on my birthday." she turned around and gave Yoshiko a bad look. ''Why do you seem angry, did I say something wrong? she asked doubtfully but she didn't get an answer. Yoshiko, why did you only invite Hana to your birthday party?

'' said Lina, their classmate who was very social. "she's the only one I'll let my parents know about". she replied to this, " and the party there is not social, the celebration there is very simple. she made an excuse for it. "what's that, your birthday party is so boring then" it said convincingly.

When Hana returned home, the world she was going to experience between in home and school was different, a very chaotic world where she had always done something wrong in her life. There was nothing he could do but stay here, he sighed when he saw the door of their gate.

she noticed that her father's car was not there and she felt a little relieved because if her father had been there when she arrived, she would surely have scolded her and accused her of having gone somewhere. When she opened the gate, she was greeted by the barking of the dog "I'm home Osamu, how was your day here at home, are you all right?" she said to her dog and stroked its head then took off her shoes. "Hana, your father said he won't be able to come home tonight, he has something to attend and he will be home tomorrow," said Lucy, their housekeeper. "Alright, Lucy, thank you" she replied then stepped up the stairs to his room which is on the second floor. After she got dressed, she went around their house to have a good time.

"It's a good thing that my night will be fine today and my father is not there to correct me for things that I didn't do. What can I do here?" she stopped thinking when she saw the guitar hanging in the unoccupied room that the guitar had not been moved for a long time because if she did it, her father would surely scold her. she stared at it for a moment, "dad not here, I'll just return it properly when I'm done using it" she took it and took it to her room. she saw that there was a name engraved on that guitar, it was her mother's name. "Hannya" from her mother's name took her name "Hana" there was a growing sadness in her heart. "Mama, I'm sorry for what I did, I admit that the loss was my fault, if I hadn't insisted on buying this guitar, you wouldn't have lost us, and our family would still be whole," she said tearfully. gasped in the air and blamed herself.