Thread: A Lie

"Ohh he is here!!!!" Now, this possesses no value.

You're supposed to be by my side,

But I can't find you?

Is it me searching in the wrong place?

Or is it you not

There?

I learned to hold all my feelings inside, until late at night and cover my mouth with my hand so that no one hears me. Hence, perfected my fake smile.

"And she's been taught

-Oh so painfully

To build her walls up

High, to keep everyone away"

The girl who seemed unbreakable once broke. The girl who seemed strong, once crumbled. The girl who always smiled once cried. The girl who never gave up once quit trying. And once she even dropped a fake smile, and said, "I can't do this anymore".

Stop chasing people. If they block you, ignore you, taunt you, cut off contact with you. Let them go. But is it easy? Let those who naturally gravitate to you, enjoy your energy. We spend so much time pleasing and begging for those who find a small reason to escape without thinking of you once. Or even if they think they don't let you know! Cherish those who are there by with you.

F*** your apology,

I'm never gonna talk to you. And that's my choice.

I kept making the same mistake again and again,

Hoping things would change,

But you just needed a small reason to stop talking...

And I won't beg you any more to stay,

I would like to say

"LET'S GO OUR OWN WAYS!!"

Take me as I am,

Or watch me as I go.

Your choice.

MANY WORDS WERE TO BE SAID, BUT SOME WORDS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID.