Things That Wasn't Your Being

Rahul was a quiet and simple guy, an introvert by nature and down to earth. Humbleness poured like water from him. Quietly he accepted everything without question. He never knew what was rejection. But as the wise men say, 'Life is never same.' He went to a field which was nowhere of his interest. With his sincerity, he fathomed it too but deep down within his soul there was a glitch that he was a failure. He always tried to be positive but the words of the people, the taunts and everything someway or the other tried to provoke him. But hats off to his immense patience that never broke. He was that cool person.

But that day what I saw was unbelievable. Rahul was yelling like a wild Leviathan. I had never seen him such wild, rude and harsh. Now even small things would ignite his anger. Standing in front of him was difficult during those hours, such harsh and piercing were his words. All were troubled with his this behavior.

Even Rahul himself felt his drastic change but he could not control it anyhow.

He was much tensed by this. He wanted to change but it always came up. No one knew why these changes were taking place. What was wrong within him? He questioned to himself daily. He introspected daily, but couldn't find an answer.

It took years for Rahul to learn that hid years of repressed emotions are manifested in this form. And it took years of bringing out his anger and anguish that is deep down in his heart until he got empty. Then his anger was controlled and he started dealing matter coolly. Yes, changes are inevitable but initiation is the key point. It took years of fervent conscious efforts on part of Rahul to actually control his anger and sensibly handle the situation. But as wise men say, 'Nothing is impossible.' He never gave up. Every failed effort gave him the strength to try again for the horizon is not do far. He tried endlessly until he was able to react in a more receptive and controlled manner.