The Wailing Heart

'Love has the power to transform,' was what everyone said until I met him. There were not many promises and exchanges of gifts or bringing moon from heaven, but what we shared was a bond of love that needs no words of expression. He could hear what my heart cooed and I can make out his cajoles.

He is not a talkative, blabbering person, rather a quiet, composite and true to his words. What he said he would do. Above all these, he respected and honored me at every step. Being with him was a blessing. Nothing could be as joyous as spending time with him. We were sharing our best moments together. Everything was bright and beautiful. My life was never as happy and blessed as now. I was admiring it.

I got occupied with some essentials so I requested him to be considerate. He said do not message me anymore and blocked me. This was really difficult and shocking. I wanted to make things better but I had no options. Seeing him go away was like a soul departing from the body. The pain was excruciating. Whatever I do his thought always flashed in front of my eyes. It was very painful, but I have to keep walking.

Prayer was a humble way to vent out my feelings. Tonnes of thoughts tide flooded my brain. My anxiety was bursting out. Then I heard a gentle voice patiently wait. Love means to consider others above your own self. At this moment, to consider his move as just was nearly impossible but still, I kept convincing myself. Many times I wished to give up but the bible verse, 'Love never fails,' kept encouraging me. I held on it and I tried to focus on all the positives he presented to me. If a person can show you his goodness that means he can maintain it too. Each moment was difficult to fight the negatives and turn to the positives and keep trusting him.

Then I slowly engaged in regaining my inner strength. This was not only strength. I also found that there were anonymous calls in a sequential pattern. But I made it through only because he never left me alone. He was always by my side though, in disguise, he was always there. Thanks to him for being by my side.