The Heartbreak Of Losing......

The heartbreak of losing someone close to you.........

Losing our close people left us in pain and tears. We can lose someone in two ways.......either we lose someone forever which left us in forever pinching pain in our heart. The second kind is when we lose someone due to unmatched frequency or change of nature. The second kind is more dangerous than first because we are separated more internally than externally.

By God's grace, I have not suffered such heartbreak in my life until now. But I had a bestie in class 2nd. We were very good friends until 8th. We were so close that we share everything....make cards for each other on every occasion and had lots of fine. But, perhaps all these were childhood fantasy.

As we grew older, her nature started changing. She started ignoring me. And then we also got separated for our further studies. However, I came to graduation and I again find a best friend....Rather I should say I am blessed with such a loving, caring and sweet bestie. We live like sisters. I love her so much. And I had so much fear of losing her. I don't want to lose her like my childhood bestie. My every day start and end with talking to her.

I feel depressed, irritated and sad on the day when we had no conversation. I want to pray to God that He bless my sis+bestie with all that she wants. And we live together forever. I never want to lose any chance of being with her.