Suicide

An intelligent boy Ashish from small village passed his 12th board with 95% and 1st ranker in the district. He was from Hindi medium school. After cracking JEE exam took admission in a good NIT college to study engineering.

In New city, this introvert boy found himself alone. He always tries to spend most of his time in study. Now he has to study in English which is a bit of trouble for him. The trauma of fake difficulty which spread by teachers makes him more afraid. And he started getting tensed.

He discussed his problem with English with his faculties but NO HELP he got.

In fear of failing, he started losing his confidence and concentration in study.

Finally first internal exam held, he passed but scored less. He never has seen 60% marks in his entire school life.

He cried hard as he never taught 'how to handle failure' .no one was there to support him.

Whole semester became hell for him. In the final examination, he got back in one subject.

He couldn't see his failure. He was afraid to tell this to his parents.

On that night, with a lot of depression and tears in his eyes with no friends and support, he decided to end his life by hanging himself in the hostel room.

Morning, teachers and students did condolence, parents cried, news published in the paper.

No one understood the real problem, that is " loneliness, pressure, trauma, lack of moral support"

Teachers taught how to get marks but never taught how special your life is.

Another year, another student, another sucide but the problem is same...news on paper is the same with a different name.

No one till now is ready to have an antisuicide forum in College to help students and to listen to their problems.