Sad Soul Autobiography

I like sadness. I like enjoying the cold breeze in chilly winters when there is no one nearby. I like being the depressing figure when everyone is full of content. I am that stinking rat who is in his own trance, finding food inside the bin. I am that black hole who like to suck in all the negativity. I like enjoying it whenever I can. I like to be zoned out for a very long time. I love my work efficiency when I am sad. I like swallowing all the humiliating things which are said to me. I like being an asshole. I like being an idiot who is a selfless bastard, who ignores his happiness and focuses more on the happiness of others. I am sad and awesome. I like to be mad at people and harm myself, not them. It is good to be sad, to stop for a while, and observe everything going around.