Remember Me?

I woke up with a start. It was 4 in the morning and I was drenched in sweat. I was lying in an awkward position with the room lights still on. As I pulled myself up to reach for a glass of water in my small single tenant room, I started remembering the slightly exciting events of last night. I was watching prison break when I fell asleep last night, and that is not the exciting part. 

I often read that a Capricorn never forgets and stops loving even after the relationship has ended. Well, as you might have guessed, I am a Capricorn and I always wondered whether this was true for us, though, I never wanted it to be true. But since I broke up with my only girlfriend about more than a year ago, I never stopped thinking about her and how I could have done things differently. 

Coming back to the story, last night while I was wasting my time operating Facebook I received a message from her asking me how I was (and yeah it was she who sent me a friend request a couple of days ago). I was simply overjoyed. I was not able to believe it that she was actually talking to me and asking me that! We talked for about an hour and she talked just in the way like she used to talk when we were dating, hell! She even threatened me if I gave myself a little slack in my health. She even sounded jealous about a girl with whom I was talking to on a wall-page of a photo in which she was tagged in and in which I recently tagged this girl. It was like music to my ears! Though I did that on purpose just to attract her attention. I simply slept in a happy mood. 

Fast forward a few weeks: 

She unfriended me on Facebook without giving me an explanation. When I asked her, she just refused to talk to me. She was showing me this relentless ego that I so much despise in girls! I mean, who do they think they are? Bitches! But crushing my inner hatred for this egotistic behavior I tried very hard to ask her to tell me what I did wrong this time. After all, this was the girl whom I had never been able to forget and whom I had loved so dearly in spite of everything that has happened in the past! But no, she won't budge, won't even tell me what the problem was, what I did wrong. And without any explanation she stopped the conversation, even blocked me! 

This was like stabbing me through my heart again and again and again and this was something that proved to be the last straw! So, after a couple of days when I noticed that she has unblocked me, I blocked her. 

 

It was 28th of May, it was my final exams of engineering, and I was studying. My next exam was on 31st.  

After studying for about 2 hours I picked up my mobile phone to check if anything was new on Facebook. Nothing, everyone was busy studying for the exams. I closed the Facebook page and just out of my involuntary habit clicked on the tab of my mail account. As the page opened, I became ready to close it for how much interesting stuff any student could find on his email account, unless he likes advertisements. I clicked on the tab and was about to close it when I noticed an email in my inbox. It did not had any subject, but it was the name that caught my attention. It was her! I opened the mail and it said "hello". Just a word and nothing more. "Now she wants to talk to me, huh", I thought. I deleted the email without giving any reply. I was finally able to extinguish all the heart-warming feelings she induced in me once ago! 

"Serves her right, after all she did to me"! 

A few days later I noticed another email of her, she sent it by the mutual account we made while we were dating. Surprising, eh? 

And again, I discarded it. 

It is funny how love turns out in the end. The people who once claimed to love us more than anything just go out of that circle and finally refuse to look back at us. 

How ironic it is what I did in the end.

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