Rainbows and Showers

Amaira' POV :

How do you tell your bestfriend of 6 years that you are in love with her ? I mean its probably a bad idea right it feels like a bad idea unless she feel the same way about me. What if she fell in love with me the first day we met and was too scared to express her feelings and dating another person was her way of trying to hide it.

We can start dating and be one of those annoying couples who always have to sit by holding hands all the time. we could move in together and be the stereotypical couple with lot of pets. we could marry and start a family. we could grow old together, even on her worst days I would never stop loving her or she could not feel that way about me at all. she probably never once thought of me in a romantic kind of way and why should she because she always thought that we are friends...just friends, I am an idiot who has to screw it all up by catching some stupid feelings. ok, let me think what could be the worst case scenario if I told her about my feelings she rejects me and avoids talking to me for some time or she never talks to me again SHIT!!!! What if she never talks to me again. Do I really wanna risk our precious friendship over these stupid feelings.

I don't think I could live in the world where we didn't talk everyday where I couldn't see your smile every time I want sure if I just wanted to see her smile I could just stalk her on facebook or instagram but seeing that smile in real life is so much better right. May be I shouldn't tell her about my love for her, i'll just keep all these feelings bottled up inside me until I eventually melt down at her wedding get too drunk.

I like you a lot more than you ever realized. There is no way you do feel the same what I felt for you. 

I LOVE YOU MAYA....

Maya' POV:

Amaira why can't we be together and why don't you know that I love you.

 I don't think I'll be someone's girl. I never want to belong to someone else other than you. you are like art . This sort of art that awakens thousands of emotions but your smile worth more than any kind of art in the world. I never ever thought that I would fall for a girl but here I am deeply and madly in love with you. you are the kindest person I have ever met you are super duper cute you are smart intelligent crazy and so funny you never failed to make me laugh in my hardest days you never make me feel alone I feel safe in your arms in short you are my home. But wait what if you don't feel the same way as I do. will you accept my love if I confess my feelings for you. I always wanted to tell you all these things but I couldn't. All my feelings for you are figments I never wanted to put so much weight on you because I am just a friend for you just another brick in the wall. I don't want to lose your friendship so I must move on that's why I started dating Abhay but I'm still not over you yet.

I was fine till I sat on the floor of my shower, hyperventilating and crying your name into my hands. Then I realized that you became the air to my breathe and suddenly I felt like I wasn't even the dirt under your finger nails.

I wish that you feel the same way as I feel for you I truly wish for that to happen.

I LOVE YOU AMAIRA...