Pain Of Love

I really want to put you in my place, to replace you. I really want to make you! If you were in my place, you would understand the pain of love! Then to understand exactly how much the eyes become naughty to see you! You understand how much patience is required to wait for your phone! You understand, if you neglect exactly where it goes! You understand, how the whole existence is anxious to get a little touch of you!

You know what it feels like to feel you in every moment! You understand, when I get very close to you in a dream, how lonely I feel after the dream is broken! You then understand, you will not pick up the phone, knowing that you will cut the phone, how strong is the work of calling you every day! You understand, how painful it is to accept that I will never see you even after you are in my city! Even if a hundred people see you, you will never mistake me for one in this city---how poignant it is to look for the reason! If you give false assurances that you will meet, then understand how it feels when your loved one runs away!

If you understand how insignificant you feel when the person you love does not even try to break the anger even after being angry and insulting! When it is understood, there is no place for me in the heart of a loved one, still loving him proves how much love, if you understand once! If you could understand the grief of not being able to go to you beyond the barriers of your family, society, then you would really feel how big a responsibility it is to bear this way! Tell me what crime I did! I just loved you!