Not Gonna Happen ..

When you will find out your most trustable person betrayed you what will you feel like ??

I am Taniya Mukherjee. Student of Maulana Azad College. English honours. Third-year. 

I was always an A grade student at school and college. I am good at recitation, dance, singing, guitar, drawing etc. Literally, I am good at everything but not chit chats with others. I am an introvert girl who is always lost in her thoughts and her world. And you know what is my world ?? Books are my world to me. Yes, I am not like the other girls who wear short skirts or high heels and are always surrounded by boys. 

Mom - Bulbul are you done with your internal assignments?? If you have done then please come here.

Taniya - ok mom.

My family members call me Bulbul.

When I entered the hall room I saw a boy who is more than 6 feet and the boy is very simple but yet he is so handsome.

Really he is the most handsome boy I ever laid my eyes on. The boy was talking to my mom and suddenly he looked and smiled at me.

Mom - oh!! Bulbul he is the son of your uncle Arka

Boy - come on bulbul sit here with us.

Taniya - uhmmm. No I am good.

Arka uncle is my father's best friend. Last time we saw each other was when I was 6 or 7.

Mom - Actually she is feeling so shy.

Boy - Ok lemme introduce myself to you better. I am Aneek sen. I am 25 years old. I spent my 6 years at Up (Uttar Pradesh). And I needed a job. Well, my papa and mummy wanted me to settle here with them. And that's why aunty said I can work at your father's office. 

Taniya - hmm. Nice.

Aneek - so what about you-.

I left the room before he could finish his words.

Mom - I already told you she is a bit shy.

Aneek - it's okk. No problem. 

Why mom didn't tell me before he is here. 

Whatever I was not feeling very good so I came to the terrace. 

After sometimes someone opened the door of the terrace. But I didn't realise. Because I was so lost in my thoughts and looking at the stars. And I always feel like those stars are looking at me and smiling. And sometimes when I am so overwhelmed with the harsh reality and can't control my emotions and when I feel so lonely because I have no one to talk with. With whom I can share my problems, at that time I also talk with those beautiful stars.

Suddenly someone touched my upper back and said.

 - are you ok.

I turned around. And that was the boy Aneek.

Aneek - Heyy bulbul. Are you ok??

Taniya - y-yea uhmm. I am okk. An-and will you please stop calling me bulbul.

Aneek - why??

Taniya - Actually the name bulbul is only for my family members.

Aneek - ok. Then what should I call you ??

Taniya - you can call me taniya.

Aneek - okk. 

Taniya - Listen I am not in a mood to talk. So please aahhha if you don't mind.

Aneek - okk. I understand. I think I should go back to aunty.

Taniya - hmm.

Then he goes back.

Tanu - heyy didi. What just happened right now ?? Who is this handsome?? 

Taniya - He is the son of Arka uncle.

Tanu - what!!

Taniya - yess.

Tanu - yrr he is so tall, handsome. I am gonna be mad. How could a boy be so perfect? Ok, whatever. I think I should go and introduce myself before he leaves. 

Taniya - yup you should go.

Tanu Mukherjee is my little sister. She read in Don Bosco school class 12. 17 years old. And I am 4 years elder than her. Whatever.

 I was so overwhelmed so I started listening to the song " abhi na jao chod kar "

I really love the way tabla beats.

I love the way Every line comes after another line.

I love the way Asha Bhosle sings those lines very innocently. 

I didn't realise I spent more than 2-3 hours on the terrace and listened to some old songs.

Mom - Bulbul !! Dinner is ready.

Taniya - I'm coming 

Mom - Come fast.

At the dinner table. 

The boy is still here. 

Mom - Bulbul set next to Aneek. 

Tanu- No. I want to sit beside Aneek.

Mom - how many times do I have to say call him brother Aneek. He is elder than you.

Tanu - yeah whatever.

Mom - And bulbul is going to sit beside Aneek. Ok. Is that clear to you??

Tanu - ma, please. Please let me sit beside Aneek. I mean brother Aneek.

Taniya - it's ok ma Chutki can sit beside Aneek.

Mom - I said no.

Aneek - Taniya will sit on my right side and Tanu will sit on the left side. ok?? Then they both can sit beside me.

Tanu - Thank you so much.

Aneek - welcome my dear Chutki.

Tanu - No Aneek I am not you chutki. Got it ??

Taniya - stop it chutki.

Chutki is being very annoying right now how could she act so comfortable with a boy ?? I mean a stranger boy.

After Aneek completed his dinner mom whispered something in Aneek's ear.

Aneek - what!! Aunty are you serious??

Aneek's expression changed but what does my mom say to Aneek??