Love Yourself

And the best day of my life was arriving, I did not imagine this will happen to me. I was ready with my beautiful white ball gown, which was floor-length and backless with some ravishing design in red. I wore the red earrings. And I also wore the neckless which was gifted by Jack. Everyone there at the hall waited for me. My friends and family, Jack's friends and family, everyone was very happy, at the same time I was nervous. Though Jack and I were in a relationship for 2 years, it seemed like yesterday. 

We met at college where he was my senior and we fell in love with each other. One day after college, he proposed to me and I was on cloud nine. I couldn't describe my feelings in words when I said yes to him. And then after 2 years, we decided to get married. We both were excited and mad for each other. Though we didn't marry, we had already decided our babies' names. So 2 years later on the wedding day, I calmed myself down from nervousness. My friends came to me and led me to the red carpet when my dad was waiting for me. I saw my dad, he wore a white shirt under a black blazer and black pants with a black bow, he was looking so handsome in that.

After all, he was my dad, he had to look cool. My friends led me to my dad. I stood exact right at my dad. When I looked at him, he had tears in his eyes. I consoled him but when I touched his face, he burst out in tears. I took a chair beside from me and told him to sit. I went on my knees and asked him that what had happened. After sobbing, he said, "My princess, I am so sorry if I did anything wrong with you." I didn't know what was going on. "Daughter, Jack is not here. He will not be coming today.

Right now his dad gets to know that he has an affair with one girl and he runs away with her today morning." I was numbed after listening to this. I did not have words to say to anyone. I ran to my room and locked the door. I started crying. My Friends, mom, and dad were at the door of the room. They requested me to open the door but I ignored. After one moment, I stopped crying and dried my tears. I drank a glass of water and walked towards my cupboard. I opened that and took out my favourite black dress from that. I wore that and fixed my make up. Then I opened the door where everyone was looking at me constantly. I went to the stage and started dancing on my favourite song on which I performed and won the dance competition in my college days.

Everyone was looking at me consistently with tears in their eyes. After my performance, I took a mic in a hand and said, 

"Hello everyone, my name is Christina and today you all are here for my marriage. Actually you were. Yes, after listening to that horrible news of my life, I cried. But then I realized why do I need to cry? Do I really have to cry for the person who left me? Do I really have to cry for the person I love? Do I really have to cry for the person who will never be mine? No. Not at all. He will be regretting letting me go. He will be regretting not loving me more. He will cry, punish himself and beg me to accept him again. But for that, I have to stop crying right now and working more on what I love to do with my life. My happiness is within me. I will become successful one day. I am a kind woman and I will not be treated as a non-influential. Mom and dad, I am sorry and I will never let you down that's my promise to both of you." Dad came to me and hugged me tightly. He said, "I feel so proud to have you as my daughter. I love you princess." And we both cried.

P.S.:- Never depend on anyone. No one in this life is permanent not even your own parents. One day, no one will be there when you need someone to lean on. So be happy with what you are doing, work on yourself to be better every single day, be healthy mentally and physically. Live your every day the fullest like there is no tomorrow. You are the only reason for every decision. So be careful when you take it. And the most important thing is to BE YOU