Karma Circle

My ordeal with misery started when I had lost my parents at an early age , it was very difficult to study and to have three times meals as three of us was supported by uncle and aunty , my grand mother my nani, things took very ugly turn when my uncle threaten us for property , n he took away some of our share of property but still me in school elder brother in college , elder sister still struggling in her job after doing MBA , gradually I started doing better in studies which least I could have done , my friends had the best clothes n gadgets whereas I had old worn out clothes , which i use to wash and iron now n then, things started improving with brother doing parttime jobs and my granny supporting us with whatever possible , when I passed my 12th with decent marks , I didn't had the handsome fees to go to best colleges in Delhi so I settled with a middle class college which was in nearby easy to travel and then I started doing theatre and plays for my pocket money , slowly gradually things changed but hardships remained the same, my elder sister was married to the man of her choice , yet it was not an happy affair as the marriage broke and she came back to house with her kid. Again we started all gain me taking care of kid with maid , going to college and doing plays. Then my granny suggested to get my elder brother married so a new member came to house hold but things where never fine n soon my brother n sister in law separated stating they wanted privacy. Hence again same old circle started n still the same. When I married, I had a dream of love and compassion but it also broke inspite having two loving kids , my ex husband turned out to be a nightmare , with mulitiple injuries given to me, no financial help, I took divorce and now living with my kids in a two bedroom rented accommodation trying to do everything for them as they are only ray of hope in my life.