I Hurt my BFF

Yesterday I committed a mistake

I intentionally hurt him 

Not because I don't love him

But I don't want to build hopes for me

Just yesterday I realized 

How badly he loves me 

And how broken he would be

If our destiny ever depart us from each other

And that's the reason I can't see him suffer in pain

If now after realisation too

If I still keep on increasing his expectations 

And intentionally I broke his heart 

By doing something unexpected 

Which he never expected from me

And I never imagined I would do that 

But if things are not controlled now

Then it would cause the worst consequences 

If you judge me, for this 

That making mistakes intentionally, honestly a mistake

Then I am okay for this judgment 

Because more than my intentional mistake

His life and happiness is more important

Mistakes depend on situations

But judgment depends upon your perspective of understanding