Hidden feelings

So this story begins from here, when I was in 10th class, me and my friend Shalini, both of us planned that we will go to our friend's house after school gets over, we both will go to our friend's house We went to Sama's house and talked a lot there. Then, a little far from Sama's house, we had another friend named Anshivi. We go to his house. We four friends talk a lot. While talking like this, Anshivi checks Shalini's phone and then she sees that Shalini has said yes to the boy she liked, but all my friends knew about this.I only did not know, when I came to know I was very shocked, while returning home I asked Shalini, she said that I had call you to tell you this but you did not pick up the call Then I went home and turned on my phone and I was checking social media, while using social media a boy followed me by mistake and I did not noticed .When I was going to sleep at night, I turned on my phone and saw the notification. I saw that the boy there had accepted my request and from that day onwards, we started talking. That day was 4th April 2023, at 11:30 pm, we started talking, then while talking I came to know that the boy I was talking to was from my friend's street. He lived a little distance away from her house. Then we started talking every night. We both became friends. Then our talks grew further and we both started having feelings for each other. I did not know that he also likes me. I was afraid to tell him my feelings. One day he suddenly started asking me whether I am in love with you or not. And I was afraid to answer him, but I said yes to him, he also said that he also likes me, then we came into a relationship, that day was 14 May 2023.Then our life started in a new way, we used to give a lot of time to each other, then suddenly he fought with me and he left me and went away, I used to spend a lot of time alone, I used to eat rotis every day I felt like crying every night, I used to bear everything alone, I did not have anyone with whom I could share it all, so I could tell my friends, still I told my friend Shalini.After telling him, I felt a little relieved and some time passed by and that boy was a friend. Again, he used to talk to many girls, some of whom were his friends and some of whom he knew.He did not talk to me. He would not reply after seeing my messages. When I used to receive a lot of messages, he would message me saying sorry I was busy and did not get time. He used to do this every day.Then I called him and tried to solve everything but he was not willing to solve all this but I still tried but at last I got to hear that you are angry I will get peace and if the call comes again I will block you. After that I never called him, I would just ask about him and then leave. I used to take care of every moment of his.He had finished everything from his side but I was still waiting for him, perhaps today he came and said everything as usual but nothing happened, it was as if the months passed and September came. My birthday is in September. I get a message from him on the 16th. I was very happy to see the message. He just wished me but that thing was very special for me.I am 17 years old and I thought of forgetting him but it was not happening, then a few days ago my childhood friend Aman supported me, made me understand and he supported me in everything. Then something happened in my life that everything changed, there used to be a boy living in front of my house who was my classmate. When we were in the 5th class, we all used to know each other, suddenly one day Aman told me that Ashish liked you and I was shocked I messaged him and he said yes I like you but I just wanted to stay with my first love But while talking to Ashish, I started to feel a little better and started to be happy like before. He was just a friend of mine, but he took care of me. But then one day Shalini returned from tuition. When we go home, Shalini meets her boyfriend. At that time a boy comes who is from my area and I go to him. Ankur's friend is also with us. That boy thinks that he is like us. I was getting worried and Ankur's friend thought that I had called that boy to beat him but I did not know why he came, after his friend left, I talked to him and told him that that there was a mistake, he got angry, he agreed to say sorry But Ankur and his friends had some wrong feelings and that day they told me a lot. I tried to solve everything but no one was ready to listen.Ashish saw me crying, he got worried, he asked my friend Anshivi, she did not know what happened to Sakshi, Anshivi messages me and asks, I will tell her later. I turn off the phone and then I get a message from Ashish and he keeps asking me again and again that after telling him, he will support me.Before telling him I think I should call Vinay, maybe he would understand but he hangs up without listening to me. I call Aman, he understood me and he also supported me.Just like this one month passed, Diwali was about to come and Ashish thought that he would propose to me but a day before that we had a fight and he got angry On 8th November it was my friend's first anniversary with Ankur. They had been together for 1 year in their relationship.I used to go with him and that day I heard something about my past love, I went home, I called him and asked him but unfortunately what I heard was not the truth, then he says to me We can live together like we used to, today I got to hear the thing I was waiting for since a long time, I said yes but then I remembered what he said but he said sorry I thought that now I would forget everything and start something new with it Our relationship was going very well but Ashish did not like this and he asked me to kill Vinay . I fought with that person who was trying to kill him and the day I met Vinay, it had been a year since then. We were very happy and got along very well but I always gave full time to Vinay but he did not give me any time, he was always busy. While doing this, 31 December came and I had a head problem, I had to go to the hospital but I had to meet Vinay on 1 January 2025, he told me a lot, he said that if I do not go to the hospital for a day then I I won't be killed And Vinay got angry and went away, I did not know that he would meet me tomorrow He called me in the morning and came home and gave me a New Year gift There was a ring as a gift and a few days later, on 4th January, he broke up with me And after 3 months, when our relationship was about to complete 2 years But the reason for this was that I did not give them time. How much time did I, a 12th board class student, give to them It is my mistake that today we are separated, I used to remember them a lot, it has been only a few days since we separated again, but it feels like quite a year to be separated from them I love him and I miss him And my 18th birthday was also not good. I heard a lot from Vinay that day but I still love him and I will never love anyone else except him.

I know that our story is an illusion but not in real life, at least in my imagination we are together and will always be together, everything given by them is kept carefully by me. That's why in this story our relationship is not complete but I I want to complete it and it is such that Vinay and Sakshi convince each other and now they are together and this is their happy ending. 

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There was a happy ending in imagination but a sad ending in real life, I have to live alone If there is some mistake in the words then I am sorry for that. This was my first time expressing my feelings. 

              Thankyou so much 🥹❤️

  Writer - sakshi 

a true story 

Lead role - vinay sakshi 

Support role - Aman shalini ankur ashish 

                     The end 

And now I am 18 years old