FRIENDIVERSARY

I still remember how we met up, our first conversation. It was all so pure with no corrupted intentions. I know and I am sorry for doing arguments. The time isn't the same, those mocked arguments, sometimes the mood swings arguments and sometimes the serious one. I had never thought will turn out to be real. We are drifting apart. Maybe we drew some lines between us, maybe we can't erase it for now, maybe this memories we created will get faded. 

Still I know something is I do miss you. I do miss u a lot lot and very much. 

All those arguments we did, we used to say that let's make up again. We used to hold all the times to just what we are and what we think about each other. We used to put our misunderstandings, sometimes the sorted one and sometimes the unsorted. 

I don't want to loose a single day conversations with you. But now when we are on the path to accomplish ourselves. I m forgetting you. I don't want you to become a vivid part of my life.

Remember birthday thing I said I expected something else. That was I expected you will atleast you will do something out of the blue and stunned me. But it's ok, I know you are not good at expressing and it's alright. I don't mind it.

Now when our 2nd friendiversary is approaching just after few days. I wish you can put some effort and fill the voids where your memory is sinking.

I know you can't do anything haha atleast I know you around this. Then also it's ok.

There are times when we put effort, we do some beautiful things we expect it from our opposite person too. Since the day expectations ended from my life, it's no surprise. 

Back then I was really so dumb minded, used to argue over small matters because of hormones, mood swings and most importantly the huge expectations that you never stepped on.

So I m sorry.

Life will keep you busy but don't you have a little time to help ourselves to remember each other forever. 

It's ok if you want to end here, this 2 years were really beautiful. 

Now I leave it on you to either break it off now or continue with some conditions and expectations. 

There's no need to continue after reading this so called documentary it's useless. If you want me then only otherwise it's alright. 

2 November