Without you

Without you, I felt like something was missing in my life. 

Sometimes I feel depressed and terrified when you are not there in my life. 

    Without you, I felt like there is a variation in my routine life. 

Sometimes I slept late at night and even after that I woke up early in the morning. My sleep cycle was obstructed because of your absence from my life. 

     Without you, I came to realize no matter how good our soul is we are easily replaceable in someone's life. 

Sometimes I get envious when I see instead of me, someone else is getting close to you in your life. 

Without you, I feel now that we can see various kinds of people in our life. 

I helped you and cared for you but you choose to just simply go out of my life. 

      Without you, I doubted my instincts for the first time in my life. 

I owe my mistake and realized that because of my mistake, there is a barrier in our friendship but contemplating the bigger picture, I came to realize you just needed an opportunity to get rid of my life. 

       Without you, I realized we should have limited expectations from life. 

I was trying to find a soulmate in our friendship but it seems like I am quite unlucky to have love in my life.