Why I Grew????

Dear ma, I always wonder why I grew up

I never glimpsed, out of your lap everything would blow up

Your realm was tiny but beautiful

And this world is huge stunning but insightful

I always clasped your hand tightly or hid in you

when afraid of

Those days my happiness or smile was never a trade-off

When I had tears in my eyes ur fingers out of 

where reached to wipe off

I was your princess how could you let any dream of mine drop off

You were my best reach 

I was overjoyed wave you became my Beach

I don't understand what fascinated me about this forged life

I grew up left my cocoon to dive

I was lost in these charms

 Moved out of your arms 

Mum once more hold me tight 

Let me listen to cradle song at night 

Your hand on my back to appreciate 

Become my fairy and let ur magic to recreate

Pull out my ear to bolt from blue

Show me once again whats true what's untrue

I always wonder why I grew????