WHY ALWAYS ME

- Why Always Me -👀

I loved but later betrayed by him ,

Just felt , was it a trend , didn't seem ? 

If no ,then why couldn't I stop myself ?

If yes , then still , what about myself?

Arduous on my part to clear past images ,

I went out for exploring the world and the voyages ,

But what , still , I am there wiping my tears ,

How can I overcome the unbearable fears?

The world seems as a cruel buddy for me ,

Even I am the another cruelest one, ya that's me ,

I flipped , squeezed and rubbed the present,

Still I couldn't find the ever pleasent.

The love quotes such fake promises,

No one is here can prove , he's a flawless,

It's a question, am I the one , worthless ?

Still , why my efforts are endless ?

Fool,I did love again and the same did happen ,

As a vegetarian how can I love Ramen ,

Damn my life is going to be drowned,

Even I don't know when my life will be crowned?