Whirl of Thoughts!!!

I am standing near the window and gazing at the evening sky

Remembering how possessive I became within a few days

I am literally killed by the overthinking which is just haunting me like a devil

Pricking me day and night without a break of a minute

Now I stepped into an empty room and having a look into my eye throw a shabby mirror

I can see a corpse which is breathing deeply and giving a desperate smile 

Feels like it is requesting its mind to stop thinking and free it from this hell

Through the smirking look, it obliterates everything which I thought as mine.

I hurt my buddy, I hurt my wealth, I broke nothing else my heart

I am screaming in the dark for an ear to listen, to help, to care, to love

As like the evening, sky is leading to the darkness, am I pushing myself to the same??

Bright light of the room is failing to lit the four walls where my tears rushing out with a pain

I am a blind who can't see the way to reach my home

Got immersed in the lake of thoughts where I can see the whirl of death

I am a poor girl drowning in the mid-lake of thoughts, thoughts and thoughts

They are actually nothing but the poisonous seeds which are trying to grow in the field of a heart and soil of blood.