What's Wrong ??

Sitting besides window

The wind blew harmfully, cutting my face like glass.

I hope this feeling doesn't last

Because gut hurts, desperate for one last breath

Won't you please say hello to the pain that is filling my head right about now?

Can we have time?

Because peace can only appease my rhyme.

What is wrong with you nowdays ?

You act in subconscious, away from the fray.

I think its safe to say that all my hopes and dreams have died away. 

Her beauty was beyond the sky

But even beauty tends to die

And yes

I'm crying inside and out.

So many words I want to sought 

My body quivers and shakes

I hope I'm truly awake

Because only the best dreams are fake

And yes it hurts .

Can someone of us just make sense?

Because right now situation seems tense.

Only sticking around because I am a known freak.

Will I succumb to my fear?

Because away from this world I wish I could disappear.

People are starting to swerve as they steer.

What is wrong with you my dear today I said with no fear.

I am neither glad nor sad

I don’t intend to, make you feel bad

Have you ever thought

What made me wait

To ask you out

I’m neither right nor wrong

That's quite, where my fears belong

Thought of approaching Straight, if you'll stay along

Although it was a dream, made my feelings strong

I thought it'll be me, to whom you belong

But tonight, you made me hum a sad song. 

Will you please let me know what's wrong ???