Wanted To Suicide

Unless it's prohibited and forbidden

I will do it,

Cannot bear the struggles and sufferings I am going through,

Sometimes at home or sometimes from nowhere,

Some may say my sorrows and miseries are nothing when they went through their struggles,

But I say every pain is unique and different for everyone in this world,

How well they know about anyone to judge before looking themselves?

Sometimes I even feel like to cut my nerves or to have something to leave this world,

And will my parents weep or not, I don't know,

However I don't like to give up and I will keep hoping for the best.