Unwanted To Wanted Life

I am a doll

Dark, gloomy, ugly doll

I was young

I had life

I had peace

I had you..my moon

But I am useless now

Broken, pale and scary

My charm has been taken away

I am neither black nor white

I am a combination

A rare and hateful combination

My heart suffocates and coughs

I am unable to breathe

Kept long ago in the dusty corner

Of ignorant store

They took me out on sale

I saw light, rejoiced life

Waited and waited patiently, to be taken away

By some blessed hands

But darkness grew with night

All went in vain

They looked at me for the last time

"Poor, sinful doll"

And threw me on the garbage

I cried and cried in silence

I was lifeless

I can't run, I can't escape

I saw a smile

He came, mud in his hands

But love in his heart

Took me into his lap

His eyes shined as he kissed me

The first kiss of my life

The kiss of eternity

Now I live in his mud house

And sing a lullaby while he sleeps..