Ugly Or Pretty

I am very ugly,

So don't try to convince me that,

I am a very beautiful person,

Because at the end of the day,

I hate myself in every single way,

And I am not going to lie to myself by saying,

There is a beauty inside of me that matters,

So rest assured I will remind myself,

That I am a worthless, terrible person,

And nothing you say will make me believe,

I still deserve love,

Because no matters what,

I am not good enough to be loved,

And I am in no position to believe that,

Beauty does exist within me,

Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think,

Am I ugly as people say?