There's A Girl!

There's a girl who doesn't love anyone these days,

She doesn't care even if nobody stays.

She's terribly afraid of who she's becoming,

'Extremely curious' of her own feelings.

While losing this battle with her ownself,

There she writes, with her thoughts unconsoled.

"Names I got, but deep inside I never knew who I'm,

Some black spot, burden or a synonym of shame ?

Everything in me has just gone, so very dark.

There are no more journeys left for me to embark!

All collapsed, not having space for anybody else.

I'm beautifully hated by my own self.

I really wanted to talk about it,

But I myself could never understand this shit.

Now, I just don't wanna exist any longer de,

Nor I wanna complicate things anymore!

This story of mine needs to be left unheard.

Some mysteries are just meant to be unsolved.