The mask on smile

I always fake smile, 

feeling so lonely want to die. 

Life is becoming a total lie, 

Waiting to say this world goodbye. 

The true smile disappears, 

Only eyes shading their tears, 

Darkness was one of my fears, 

But now it's my love-thats what matters dear. 

I smile without a reason, 

through every season, 

It's like life is giving me a lesson, 

To hide the pain and make life messon. 

They all gave me pain, 

For their gain, 

Didn't even think I was ten, 

Now I detest those men. 

My true smile is going away, 

life keeping on its play, 

thinking like I didn't get a chance to slay, 

But deep down I pray for a life for what I pray.