"The love that was never mine"

The love that was never mine

The love which was embedded in my heart, 

Written on my mind with stone ,

And scratched on my lifeline .

The one that was in my mornings and nights,

The one that was in my tears and my smile

But  it was never mine.

I wanted the love because I thought it was mine 

Mine to cherish,mine to take care of ,mine to feel,

The one that thought about me,

The one whose heart was naturally drifted towards me .

The love for which I never had to fight for, 

The love for which I never had to cry for,

But the truth was, it was never mine.

I yearned for it,

I cried for it, 

I killed myself for it ,

But it never came to me.

I kept standing day and night for it,

Losing my happiness and my dreams,

But it never came Because it was never mine.

It was strange.

The one who was like Sunlight to my sunflower,

Like rain to the my soil,

Was never mine.

I was a pebble near the shore to it,

A scarred piece of paper to it,

Because i was never his.. and  thus it was never mine.

At last , i couldn't pretend anymore,

My heart was beating but i wasn't alive,

The rain outside was like my life was crumbling to my side,

Every second passed was an incision to my wound.

The one that was deep , dark and hollow,

The one I made myself ,

But again I was a fool as it was never mine .

It was never mine......