The Lost Soul

We are both last souls                                 wandering under the same sky, 

breathing the same air , 

waiting to be found in this world of chaos and despair

    How beautiful it would be 

to find each other like -- 

     we are always meant to be .

You were like the moon 

   A part of yours was always hidden away ..,

As your addiction began to grow ,

  You slowly started to lose your glow .

Everything we had started to shatter

but to you that didn't even matter .

You decided it was time for a break ; 

 at the time it was hard for me to take ..

Days turned into weeks since , you've gone 

and I'm surprisingly moving on . 

How emptiness can be so heavy ? 

In this busy world somewhere , 

   I lost the reason to be happy .

The soul which has no fixed purpose in life 

           IS LOST ...

      to be everywhere 

         is to be nowhere .

I am a strange soul

   hopelessly lost and terribly confused .

What a shame ! 

 that the soul who once believed in fairy tales and magic , 

had to be struck by reality in her mind . 

With demons in her mind and the fear ,

   of never being loved ...

HOW EMPTINESS CAN BE SO SO HEAVY ?