The Girl In The Gym

I think I am missing the girl.

The girl, I met in the gym

She was not so slim,

But had a punch.

So, I ask her for a movie.

She said NO.

Then we became friends over time

And went for movies several times.

Initially, she preferred others too

But then it was just, us two.

Things moved from a just bye

To see you soon

To a side hug

And then one day it was cheek-to-cheek with a kiss in the air.

Were we just friends or something more?

I was not so sure.

Should I make the move

The thought hit me several times

Yet something was missing for me to put the dime.

Still, the hope lingered

And I wondered. 

I know I liked the times she held me close.

Though those moments were short and not so close.

I kept thinking

Is she mine or just for a good time,

Where should I draw the line?

It was easy to get carried away with the sunshine

But then I was not so sure of her and my silly mind.

And time went by like fur.

She sure added some color to my life

And now she is gone, and I am dry

In search of true love,

I wonder if it was a good chance

That I just let go by.!