Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes

I wonder will that empty space you left in my heart ever fulfil again

I wonder will those tears falling down my cheeks fall again

I wonder will my heart feel the same spark again as it felt when i was with you

I wonder will my hands feel safe when they will be touched by someone else the way they used to feel when you touched

I wonder will my heart have the courage to trust someone else the way i trusted you 

I wonder will i feel safe touching his hands the way they used to feel with you

I wonder will he think i'm weak when i'll cry talking about my problems 

I wonder will he think that i'm a gold digger when i'll tell him how much i loved flowers, food and clothes

I wonder will he also promise me things he'll never do 

I wonder will he break my heart the way you did