Someone

I still get those echoes,

When we talked for the whole night.

If I knew it was the last time I was hearing your voice,

I would have asked you to lend me some of it so that I could listen to it and feel light.

I still read the old chats,

Whenever I feel alone.

If I knew it was the last time I was on your unblock list,

I would have stolen your phone.

I still struggle when I go to bed,

It is so difficult to sleep.

If I knew it was the last time I was getting that heart emoticon,

I would have taken all of them with me to keep.

I still feel emotionless,

And full of emotions too.

If I knew it was the last time I was receiving your call,

I would have taken the screenshot to see your name, to see you.

I still search for your name on social media,

And just get one answer of no user found.

If I knew it was the last time I was feeling free,

I would have never let you make me bound.

I still go back to that way unnoticed,

Where I knock at that closed door.

If I knew it was the last time I was having you beside me,

I would have stopped you for one life more.

I still love you with all I have,

I've even accepted this pain.

If I knew it was the last time I was hearing that 'I love you,

I would have asked you to love me for the last time again.