Mental Traumas

So many mental traumas,

And my heart too running so fast.

I just want to not think so much,

Not of the future, not of the past.

My mind isn't working like it used to,

My thoughts aren't aware like before.

I just want to feel light,

I can't carry these heavy bags anymore.

My eyes are filled with incomplete sleep,

My lashes are holding a lifetime rain.

I just want to sleep and close my eyes,

Not to wake up again.

How should I explain my inner chunk,

How should I let things go.

I just want to keep myself on a foremost side,

Its too much to go with the flow.

My social media looks so happy,

Ah! I am tired of pretending.

I just want to cry out loud,

Where is my ending, where is my ending.

My body isn't working like earlier,

My soul is wanting an escape.

I just want to rest for sometime,

I am done being a hero without a cape.

I've been running constantly,

I've been acting so strong.

I just need a break,

Its been a whole life now its been so long its been so long